Vision quest
Lately I've been desperately trying to find some ideas for an article (yes, still the same one), about four conference papers and two applications for funding. I just don't have much to say about my research at the moment I quess, or I'm just so out of the academic circles after spending a such long time in Senegal that I don't really know what I should be writing about. Somebody should create a database, where you could find out what are the themes and concepts one should mention in these kinds of writings. Also a database of clever titles for conference presentations would be nice.
I already gave up on one of the conferences and did one proposal together with a collegue - a lecture-demonstration for a dance conference, a bit scary, the majority of people at those things are (or have been) professional dancers and I'm definitely not. For another big world conference I'll probably just make a proposal to present my thing as "new research" because I can't think of anything worth talking about relating to the themes of the conference. And there are four of them, so the problem is more likely my poor imagination than the themes themselves. As for the rest, there will be two presentations to make in November, smaller events, and in Finnish, but still.
As for the applications, I can't think of anything (related to research) more frustrating than writing those. I'm almost finished with the one for a graduate school position, which would be good, getting payed a salary instead of a grant and all, but then again there seems to be a lot of pressure for the people there to be "productive". I think I know how to create enough pressure for myself, don't need anything extra, thank you. But as this research project of ours will be finished for my part in April, I'll need to find something else.
I just couldn't feel more stupid than when updating my research plan, it sounds so boring and anything else but innovative and whatever else research should be. It seems that those plans aren't really about presenting your research as it is or will be, anyway, but more about showing that you know what is in at the moment - that's what I could use that database for, to find few more fashionable words to make mine look more interesting. And I mean sure all this corporeality and that sort of stuff (which seems to be the thing for that graduate school at least) actually is relevant for my research but still, in the end it is about Senegalese music and dance, practically a more or less basic music/dance ethnography, so I wouldn't want to make it look like something else. Although I probably should.
Well, today I went to listen to a seminar (same and a bit more in Finnish) at the Theatre Academy. I quess I expected more of the seminar, and in any case most of those people were talking about dance teaching, so I didn't get that much out of it. But seminars and conferences always have a strange effect on me: Although I'm never really able to concentrate on the presentations (even if they're good), for whatever reason I can very well concentrate on other things while listening to them. Sadly, I didn't get any new ideas for my own reseach while trying to listen to the presentations, as I sometimes do - completely independent of what the person in front may be talking about - but in the pause I started reading a book I've been carrying around for some weeks...
To finish off with something nice: There probably isn't anything better at the moment than this cd, kind of a mixture of all the best stuff in West African music. (Although the sabar parts are a bit boring, but never mind, the rest is just great.) Got the cd on Monday and today I (finally) bought a ticket for Toumani Diabaté's concert here on November 3rd, I've been meaning to for about a month or so. That's something to look forward to... and I'll have a chance to wear one of my Senegalese dresses, it's just so hard to decide which one...
I already gave up on one of the conferences and did one proposal together with a collegue - a lecture-demonstration for a dance conference, a bit scary, the majority of people at those things are (or have been) professional dancers and I'm definitely not. For another big world conference I'll probably just make a proposal to present my thing as "new research" because I can't think of anything worth talking about relating to the themes of the conference. And there are four of them, so the problem is more likely my poor imagination than the themes themselves. As for the rest, there will be two presentations to make in November, smaller events, and in Finnish, but still.
As for the applications, I can't think of anything (related to research) more frustrating than writing those. I'm almost finished with the one for a graduate school position, which would be good, getting payed a salary instead of a grant and all, but then again there seems to be a lot of pressure for the people there to be "productive". I think I know how to create enough pressure for myself, don't need anything extra, thank you. But as this research project of ours will be finished for my part in April, I'll need to find something else.
I just couldn't feel more stupid than when updating my research plan, it sounds so boring and anything else but innovative and whatever else research should be. It seems that those plans aren't really about presenting your research as it is or will be, anyway, but more about showing that you know what is in at the moment - that's what I could use that database for, to find few more fashionable words to make mine look more interesting. And I mean sure all this corporeality and that sort of stuff (which seems to be the thing for that graduate school at least) actually is relevant for my research but still, in the end it is about Senegalese music and dance, practically a more or less basic music/dance ethnography, so I wouldn't want to make it look like something else. Although I probably should.
Well, today I went to listen to a seminar (same and a bit more in Finnish) at the Theatre Academy. I quess I expected more of the seminar, and in any case most of those people were talking about dance teaching, so I didn't get that much out of it. But seminars and conferences always have a strange effect on me: Although I'm never really able to concentrate on the presentations (even if they're good), for whatever reason I can very well concentrate on other things while listening to them. Sadly, I didn't get any new ideas for my own reseach while trying to listen to the presentations, as I sometimes do - completely independent of what the person in front may be talking about - but in the pause I started reading a book I've been carrying around for some weeks...
To finish off with something nice: There probably isn't anything better at the moment than this cd, kind of a mixture of all the best stuff in West African music. (Although the sabar parts are a bit boring, but never mind, the rest is just great.) Got the cd on Monday and today I (finally) bought a ticket for Toumani Diabaté's concert here on November 3rd, I've been meaning to for about a month or so. That's something to look forward to... and I'll have a chance to wear one of my Senegalese dresses, it's just so hard to decide which one...
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